…and I need to get this out of my system. I ROCKED the triathlon on Sunday, but I just can’t shake this crazy feeling. I’m not sure what this is all about, and why I’m feeling so odd. Having Matt’s parents here was surely part of it — I’m always out of sorts when they’re here. The snarky comments, the underhanded ways, the lack of cleaning up after themselves. It all really sucked on my energy. Having them come in so late on Wednesday evening, then come home so late again on Saturday night (the night before my triathlon), etc., etc., etc. I’ve tried to suck it up, but it really has gotten to me. Doesn’t help that his dad brought this cold with him, and gave it to both Matt & I. Grrrrr.
I haven’t been keeping up with my work at work. I haven’t been eating well. I haven’t been keeping up with school work (and it’s only the 2nd week!). I haven’t been exercising. I’ve been focusing on getting comfort food into my system — but why do I need comfort? I haven’t figured that out quite yet. I started my carbo-load on Tuesday with a pizza at lunch. And it was still ongoing as of yesterday’s macaroni and cheese (box!) at lunch.
I’ve been OK today – but did not work out because of my crazy cold. Hopefully I can get out on the road to cycle on Saturday morning.